I grew up differently...

I hate Christmas !!!

I hate my family !!!

I am not as fortunate as those people who shares happy moments with their family during Christmas, because i have fucked up parents.
Christmas never actually mean something to me, it has never been because I am brought up that way.

When I was a kid, Christmas was about Santa Claus, presents, and there'll be snow in the States. Now, I've learned and understand more about Christmas, but when I started knowing more of it, it made me feel worse because I tried to adapt my self into it and that made me realized that I don't belong to this Christmas thing.
It is not that I refuse to enjoy Christmas. I never celebrated Christmas at home, nor I have received anything from my parents with words like "Merry Christmas to you son".

People talks about how great is Christmas and what they receive as Christmas gifts, that makes me feel even worse because i cant feel the happiness they are getting from Christmas..

They had nice dinner with their family & relatives, I had food which was reheated from the refrigerator all alone at home..

As if like my parents were dead, or i live some where far away alone..
So what ?! They don't even care..

I am not supposed to let this out of me, but who cares if this is embarrassing..I wont care, because I'm accepting the fact that my LIFE SUCKS !!! and this makes me feel better.

They have ruined my life since I was a kid, bad memories from the past are stucked in my mind.
Seriously, only people who's been in my shoe knows exactly how I am feeling now..
People out there who lives a better life than me, please appreciate it.

Merry Merry Christmas ??

A year has passed and here comes Christmas again...
Last year I had a crowded and happening Christmas when people were jumping around & spraying those fake snow all around like mad people...
Serious, the seemed like they have lost their mind when they were spraying each other like hooligans...I did not go crazy with them, i just stood there & watch.
Tonight, i'm just gonna sit down at some where, have a beer and chill with my fellaz that's it i guess...Probably we've got bored with the party life style ?? Too much of it, yea it does go boring sometimes.

What I want for Christmas is, my beloved ones to be around me counting down for Christmas...esp a gal with the name "GG" =)

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Come on, i'm a normal guy lol... (I think someone's gonna kill me for this =s)

Well, all i've gotta say is, MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YA'LL !!!
Have Fun...Ho Ho Ho !!! =D

Kick ass song !!!

PitBull - Go Girl

cont My 19th Birthday

As i've mentioned in my previous birthday post, now im gonna post these pictures which are apparently so wonderful + priceless to certain people especially to those who were involved with it.


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This is the hiao bitch who took me out from the bistro, and then i got hustled and had a cake smashed in my face..
Nicely Done !!!

So Damn Right !!!

Never argue with an idiot. They will bring you down to their level and win as they have more EXPERIENCE!

This is so damn true for now.

goodbye...

Did I disappoint you or let you down?

Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Boom Boot Boom Boot !!!

Man these guys are GOOD at beatboxing !!!






This french dude is very good too !!

They are not stupid "smart"

I got this from my friend's site.
It's good shit, gives good laughters xD



Americans are not "stupid"

My 19th Birthday...

I had a good Happy birthday this year, everyone came and it was all good.

We had dinner in Bangsar's Alexis Bistro, the place is relaxing and the food there was tasty too, esp their unforgettable famous Tiramisu cake.
Lol im not a very cake person, but I enjoyed their tiramisu. It tasted so good because it's made with liquor (Cognac), two thumbs up !!

At the end of the dinner, I had a cake smashed into my face STRAIGHT !!
What a good tricky plan my good friends had for me esp sin ling =s
Well I kinda deserved it though because this year i smashed 5 cakes onto 5 birthday gals/guys who were there for my birthday lol xD

After all the Cake smashing and wash up, we headed to Atrium and Partay !! More people came during the drinking session, there were more than 20 of us...
Thanks to all of u my friends, I had fun and I was really Happy =D

Okay, pictures time.
(I only have the pictures taken during dinner, maybe i'll post the rest up later)


Most of us at Alexis Bistro


Birthday boy ~


Me & Cheryl





Sean & I


Jordan & Jady (horny couple xD)


Sin Ling, Me & Kay


Me & Michelle


Sin Ling, Me & James (James's a Subaru rally racer no play play)


Cheryl made a cute lovely lunch for me in the afternoon, she made it all lol ^^


See, it actually means "Cheryl's Fairlady & Jim's Ferrari"..
She made the cars with buns haha =D

Thanks to you all once again and i appreciate it alot.
Love u peeps !!!